Showing posts with label Illness. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Illness. Show all posts

Monday, January 28, 2008

Historical Ruptures


“The knowledge of a disease is a doctors compass; the success of the cure depends on an exact knowledge of the disease; the doctors gaze is directed initially not towards that concrete body, the visible whole, that positive plentitude that faces him- the patient- but towards intervals in nature- like negatives- the signs which differentiate one disease from another, the true from the false, the legitimate from the bastard, the malign from the benign.” Michele Foucault, The Birth of the Clinic.

In the medical tradition of the eighteenth century, illness was defined in terms of ‘symptoms’ and ‘signs’. These were determined from one another by their semantic value. The symptom is the form in which the illness presents, all are that is visible- a cough, fever, a rash, they allow the invisibility of illness to ‘show through’. The sign on the other hand ‘announces’. The sign performs the illness: The prognostic sign: what will happen, and the diagnostic sign: what is happening now. Between it and the disease is the doctor’s interpretation of a patient’s narrative and symptoms. Medicine produces historical knowledge of the body. Medical ‘gaze’ as Foucault names it is like a magnifying glass, which when amplified to one part, has the potential to call into question that which one might not otherwise perceive and simultaneously has the power to only magnify what it deems important. During a medical interview, we are conditioned to respond to only the questions that the Doctor asks us, nothing more. So conditioned, that the answers becomes the story that we tell. The patient becomes the portrait of whatever the doctor diagnoses. We frame the history of our illness in clinical terms, the chronology of events in or on the body, rarely delving into physical feelings or emotional connection to and awareness of the body.

What happens to the history of the body that does not go into the charts? Does the person who has never seen a doctor not have a health history? In the framing of the body in medicine, the paper of a chart is more of an archive than the body itself. There may well be agency then in the un-narrated history of the body. The history that does not show up in charts, but is narrated through a repertoire of physical embodiment and the performance of ‘self’, as either a healthy or sick person.
Think about it. Is your health 'history' a portrait of your health or a portrait if your body in dis-ease? Is viewing the body through a series of rupture the best approach for comprehensive medicine?
More on the inadequacy of language to express of pain later....

Tuesday, October 2, 2007

The 'Best'

I want to dialogue with the idea of 'the best' doctor.
I hear that a lot. It seems everyone has found 'the best' doctor to fit their needs.
"They have to operate, but he has the best heart surgeon in the United States".
"My gynecologist is rated number one in cervical cancer treatment".

First of all, who is doing the rating?
Second of all, what are they basing the ratings on? Lowest number of patient deaths? Highest level of training? Best bedside manner? (highly doubtful), Sexiness? (more likely.)
A small amount of research has led me to believe they base it on statistics which show the most performance with the best outcomes for the least amount of money paid by insurance companies.

It certainly is a comforting thought. Having the best.
We all want the best, but clearly, by nature of the word itself, only one person can inhabit that position. You are either 'the best' or you are not.
Seems like a strange binary for a field that needs to heal an entire world of people.

Read Rafael Campo's book 'Desire To Heal'.
It is a poetic look into empathy and the twisted business of being 'the best' doctor.

Wednesday, July 25, 2007

Pain as art or painful art?

Bob Flanagan's pain journal
How can pain heal?
How can suffering push the boundaries of compassion?
Was this guy just complaining or was he on to something?

He died drowning in the fluid of his own lungs. He used his lifelong terminal illness as a medium for voice and art. Some might call it masturbatory, but I think it lives on the in the trenches between total self indulgence (I mean, what/who doesn't?) and total humanitarian effort. That makes it edgier somehow. The conditions of his emergence make possible this kind of art. Only a nicely privileged white guy would have the balls to spend years of his life exhibiting and flaunting his pain- and because of that, we learn something. About him. About ourselves. Thanks Bob.